i spent a lot of years miserable...really, really miserable.  i was angry, unhappy, and resentful.  

denis leary pretty much hit the nail on the head in this quote.... my own feelings couldn't have been described any better:

"Most people think life sucks, and then you die. Not me. I beg to differ. I think life sucks, then you get cancer, then your dog dies, your wife leaves you, the cancer goes into remission, you get a new dog, you get remarried, you owe ten million dollars in medical bills but you work hard for thirty-five years and you pay it back and then -- one day -- you have a massive stroke, your whole right side is paralyzed, you have to limp along the streets and speak out of the left side of your mouth and drool but you go into rehabilitation and regain the power to walk and the power to talk and then -- one day -- you step off a curb at Sixty-seventh Street, and BANG you get hit by a city bus and then you die. Maybe."

HA!  but seriously...

simply enough, i'm not miserable anymore.  i enjoy people... really, i enjoy most everyone in my life.  looking around and taking inventory, it surprises me exactly how many people i like!
i guess i'm writing this to say.. it's never too late to stop being a shitty person.  if you treat the people in your life with love, chances are they may just love you back.  

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